I know what I'm Doing

Hmmm...
I'm disappointed to certain people especially those always think negatively on whatever decision I made.
I appreciate if you care about me, but please be reminded that I am the one who responsible for my future. Some of you might nit disagree when I told you that I'm going to pursue my study. What I need is support not rejection/negative view from your side. I'm the one who taking the risk, so please do not get involve in any business I do. I sacrifice a lot... I just need some space for myself.
I thank everyone who helped me a lot but I felt sad when some of you take me for granted. The greedy-ness from your side is killing me. I never enjoy fully what I earned but others do.
Urmmmmm... I'll prove to everyone that I'm strong & I'll achieve whatever I wanted to...
May God Bless...:)

Just Expressing

Here I am blogging again..

This the only page where I could express what I really feel. I'm not kind of people who spread or tell everyone about my feeling. My head is not that strong to store whatever feeling I have.... My heart is not that Big to keep every emotions I have...

I am not that strong to keep everything myself. I don't really care if anyone which I don't even know who you really are reading this except my family members or those who close enough to me...

I will keep hiding everything as its not beyond my limit. As long as I could solve it myself...

Yet, I believe everyone has their own goal in life. As mine, I wanted everything to be perfect. I wanted a good life & education. I fantasize to have a magical life.... A wonderful world..... and more importantly fantastic life ever.... How I wish... I do hope sometimes to skip everything worse just like how you played the DVD... You can skipped everything you don't want to watch especially the bored part. Yeah... I wish there's a Back & Forward button...

Or can I just borrow Doraemon magical pocket. There's a million machine will appear in second by just saying & take out it from the pocket... Sometimes I wish fairytale is exist. I wish fairy land does exist... I wish everything that I think of would come true.... Ohhh... How I wish...

Good Morning~

What a weird feeling I have at this early morning....
I wish Fairy Land is exist, so that I can go for a walk there & enjoy their cuteness...
I wish Fairy God Mother spell me with thousand magic & I'll live like heaven...
I wish I can get anything just by saying & it's appear amazingly in a while...
How I wish....

Huh

Here I am blogging again.. Its been awhile...

What a wavy feeling I have... I feel guilty & at the same time I feel stupid.. How can it be???
I'm dumb & I think it is a serious sickness.... I ruin other happiness just in second... Just because of my carelessness....

Stupid me Stupid me!!!

If only I can turn back time... I really need Time Machine...and awake from stupidity... Damn..

September 1

Hello September~

Please be awesome to me... I know there's must be a lot of event will be happening soon.. I hope I can handle all those goodly. I hope that god always be with me all the time. I pray for the best and hoping for a wonderful life.

I currently at RHB training centre Bangi. And I will be sitting PCE examination next week, I hope that I am going to pass the exam. Hopefully~

I am writing this on 1st September but It might publish on 2nd September because, I wrote 5mins before 12am...:)

Good Night & God Bless..