I wish & I pray

God, I want to know you. I want you to come into my life. Thank you for everything, I wish I could be fully accepted by you. Only you can give me the power to change and become the person you created me to be. Please shower me with you blessed and I hope everything I been through in life is going smoothly as what you plan for me. Amen

He wrote something in my Book..:)

 I never expected that he is going to wrote what does he really feels about me in my book. At first, I didn't notice that he wrote something in my book but while I open the book, something catch my attention, which is the handwriting. It is a bad writing I ever seen and I can't even read what he wrote but I try to read and understood what he really writes there. I smiled and laughed after reading what he's wrote. How lovely? Actually, I don't really care everything about him, what I care the most is, does he loved me as I do? I feel blessed to have him in my life, my life's not complete without him. He's my everything and my only one. I do anything for him even though it makes me in trouble sometimes. But, for him it doesn't really matter. I only lived once, so why expect so much? I didn't ask for favorable favor. All I need is just to be love and happy. It's been 4 years we been together, we shared everything and laughed together. He's so lovely and I do really love him. Thank you God for giving this such man in my life. I hope God will always with us and bless our relationship.

Friday 29, 2012

Morning World..

It's Friday.. But I still have to work on Sunday~ How sad... Oppssss...!!! Did I say Sunday~ Oh me!! Truly Ann.. :) I mean Saturday....
I don't really feel my weekends.
First of all, I wanna congratulate Italy. Finally, they make it to Final. Spain vs Italy.. I hope Spain is going to win the battle.... Whoever won is doesn't really matter. As long as it is not Germany..:))

I am not anti Germany but Its fans made me so.. Yeww.. especially those hard fans of Germany which annoyed me so much..ngekkk!!! That's why I say "Bola itu Bulat" .. and I wish Italy won the battle and finally they made it to final. Now Germany fans can show their angry birds faces... hahaa (LOL)... and I laugh with all my Heart.. And my mouth says, serve your right!! Jangan mengutuk sebelum masuk final baa.. Spain is already step their foot to the final tapi masi berlagak lagi kunun says yg Germany will won the final battle instead of Spain....Now who's in FINAL..

Pissed Off...

Deep inside my heart, I feel so damn pissed. I just can let the feelings out.. The hardest thing is, I can't even defend myself. Can you talk nicely rather than shouting at me.. I'm a Human. I am totally lost my dignity, you spell the words without thinking of my feelings. I felt stupid because I cannot let go the anger within myself. I truly pissed but I my mouth just cannot say even 1 word to defend myself. Oh God, I regret to be born this way. People always use me for granted. They just don't understand. I feel so unrelieved when I cannot say anything just to prove myself not wrong. However, I will get my revenge before I out from this company. My final decision been finalize, I hope I pick the right choices. It is better for me to just resign rather than letting my brain abuse here. Mentally I truly feel so dumb.. Why did I accepted the offer to work here?? Oh Shit!! I regret..

I wish...

How beautiful their lives?? I wish I am living in their community. I believe in Fairy Tale and I wish someday I could experience their lives. So adorable, beautiful, full of magic and full of happiness. I wish I have the Magic, where I can use the magic to make my life better and wonderful. For now I can only dream on to be a character in fairy tale. How I wish.... They don't need to work hard for happiness.. they can easily use their magic to get money. Just shout the amount, it will appear in second. How great.. I don't have to buy clothes if I were a Barbie.. I just can say how beautiful dresses I wanted, it will change automatically without changing my clothes even washed. Everything is magically serve.... A wonderful Dream Ever!!

SponGeBoB

I hope my Life is as Happy As SpongeBob. Even most of the characters in Spongebob Squarepants doesn't really treat him good but he still live his life to the fullest. He came with thousand solution when he's in trouble. I really love him and I hope I can adopt a real Spongebob soon. Spongebob who can talk to me, listen to me and share happiness together. How I wish?? My heart is always smile every time I see his cute figure.

LIVE like SPONGEBOB Laugh out Loud all day without any reason and annoy all the mean people with your happiness.

Resign

Today is June 28... What I'm going to blog is about what really comes on my mind.. First of all, I wanna talk about Football thingy. The match between Portugal vs Spain... As what I expected, Spain Won the game with 4 goal score. Who's going to meet Spain in the Final..?? Most of the fans say, Germany will be the Euro 2012 winner. But let's see.. I hope Spain will win the game.

The main purpose of me blogging at this early morning is whether to be or not to be. I was decided to Resign in my company because of some reason. But my heart always refuse to resign. I really don't know what to do.. I don't have the courage to tell my boss about my intention. Oh God, What's should I really do??
I don't want to be in this kind of situation. I hardly think of the solution. I am scared if I resign then it hard for me to find a new job. Unless I have the confirmed one.. Oh well... It must be hard for me.

I hate you@###

Sometimes blogging really help me to express how do I really feel. I didn't know that I could hate some people so much. I'm learning to not to hate people but my heart never allow me to do that, so here's the result. I do really hate people so much especially those who reach my limitations. I damn freaking hate someone. Really do. I hope one day you look in the MIRROR and hate yourself as much I do. Either I do something really wrong or something really right.. The respond is just the same, nagging, shouting, scolding etc. Keep nagging and people will either love you for it or hate you for it. I know, i am not supposed to hate people but for some reason I have to hate and I will say, I can't always please people. When your reach my limitations, you'll be live your life as hell. Don't play with fire. There's a time, you'll face me at my worst and you will serve at the top of my sarcasm. I'm just expressing what I feel, and by writing I can exactly feel the restiveness. My so called boss do really pissed me. She never understand what I feel, I'm not your servant not a dog. I always have my right and you cannot force me to do something I don't like. You really beyond my patience. I cannot stand you anymore. Even hearing you voice, I felt so damn like vomiting. You ugly face really made me like to explode. Hurmmm!! Can I just Ignore you dear old lady..?? I wish I could.. Damn freaking Wednesday.. Hatred really made my day... whatever..Live your unprofessional life within you then you can figure out what the best for you.. I mean, being unprofessional will make you really enjoyed hell life's.

 "If is one big road with lost of signs. So when you riding through the ruts, don't complicate your mind. Flee from hate, mischief and jealousy. Don't bury your thoughts, pit your vision to reality. Wake up and Live!"


whateveritisitrulyhatesyouandyoureallypissedme.....

This is what I am thinking of...

When the Hearts says no, The mind will make up a thousand excuses, but if the Heart says yes, the mind will make up a thousand ways....

People says, Follow your heart don't let your mind to decide everything because a pure heart know the answer. However, I never think that Hearts are always right. Sometimes, hearts would make a worst decisions. Most of succeeded people use their mind to find a solution, a tiny heart never knows how to find a solution but to feel negatively most of the time.

But, my opinion on that changed when I have a deep conversation with my heart. My heart always know what the answer but to be a rational person, I balanced my heart with my mind. Only if I can mastered both then I could find the best answer.

*End of thoughts*

Spectacular Singapore

Travel Places Of Interest: Singapore is in fact not just one island but a main island with over 60 surrounding islets. The main island has a total land area of about 640 square km.Some Of these islets have a lot of attractions in store for the tourist apart from breathtaking scenic views.Of these islets the islet of Sentosa is worth a trip. 1.Sentosa:  Sentosa is Singapore’s favourite island off the Straits of Singapore. Sentosa's Attractions: a.Underwater World: This is Asia’s most exiting tropical oceanarium. Walking among the sharks with their steely gazes and the hundreds of shoals of glimmering fish; the abundant marine life makes you wonder if you are travelling in a dream. This is the entrance to Underwater World, an attraction in Sentosa that provides an introduction to the aquamarine world of fishes, corals and others, that will prove to be both enlightening and enjoyable. It has an 80-metre submerged acrylic tunnel, allowing you to see over 2 500 marine animals in close proximity. Opens from 9am to 9pm daily. b.Fantasy Island: Fantasy Island is one of the biggest water theme parks in Asia with a wide variety of rides and treats for everyone. Enjoy thrilling roller coaster rides down gushing water slides. Fantasy Island also provides imaging cashing services. c.VolcanoLand: VolcanoLand, where you will discover the secrets of the ancient Mayan Civilization and the legendary Mount Prospero, re-creates a journey into the centre of the earth, and traces the origins of the world and the evolution of life. See some of the last works of Professor Hugo II and his trusty robot, IGO-NOGO, an acronym for—(you find out for yourself)! Take the challenge and follow them on an exciting journey to the Kingdom of Fire. The remnants of prehistoric creatures are also fossilised and preserved for all to see. You will finally get to meet the God of Fire at the final stage of your journey. d.The Merlion: The Merlion is a legendary creature that has the head of a lion and a body of a fish. Sentosa's Merlion Tower is one of Singapore's national monuments and as its name implies, it is built as a replica of the Merlion itself. Its construction was completed and it was officially opened to the public in 1996, making it one of Sentosa's newest attractions. The 37-m high Merlion Tower offers a fantastic and panoramic view of Sentosa and beyond. e.Sentosa Orchid Gardens: The Sentosa Orchid Gardens offers a variety of orchids to your viewing pleasure. There’s a clock made of flowers, a carp pond and a Japanese teahouse, too. f.Nature Walk/ Dragon Trails: Meandering through the lush secondary rainforest, the 1.5km walk is adorned by monkeys, squirrels, over 20 species of birds and unique insects such as cicadas and crickets. Look out for "dragons" and "snakes" while you stroll, as they appear almost everywhere! g.Fort Siloso: The Japanese were marching down to Southeast Asia on their quest to conquer the whole of Asia. The British had no choice but to defend Singapore, one of the most important colonies found in Asia; they built Fort Siloso. And it still stands, preserved from the ravages of time, on the island of Sentosa, a reminder of the presence of the vigilant British soldiers on the fair island. Several tunnels and underground passages led into the some of the Fort's storerooms, where vital supplies and equipment were kept for use. After restoration in the 1980's, the cannons were returned to their places of 40 years ago. Travel back in time and witness the military officers in their living quarters. This is just what Fort Siloso does; it literally, brings you into the past, the turbulent years of World War. h.Central Beach: One of the three beaches in Sentosa, the Central Beach will give you a great time under the sun! Swim or rent surf boards and canoes…anything you can name. Look out for the "Monkey Shows", an outlet for the talented monkeys to display their tricks! i.Butterfly Park and Insect Kingdom Museum: A walk-in aviary with over 2 500 free-flying butterflies and 4 000 insects. See human-faced insects, deadly scorpions and learn more about the insect kingdom. j.Maritime Museum: Watercraft that used to ply Singapore’s waters are on show here. In the past, pirate ships were a common occurrence on Singapore waters. Now they are not, but found in the Maritime Museum. Learn more about the maritime history of Singapore at the Maritime Museum. 2.Palau Ubin: A bumboat journey from the main island takes you to Pulau Ubin, an island full of fun, where the lifestyle hasn’t change much in the last 30 years. Visitors still can see kelongs, duck and prawn farms. You can go mountain biking or camp at Pulau Ubin. Pulau Ubin has a natural haven of flora and fauna in its mangrove and forest areas. Ma Chor temples can also be found on the island. 3.Kusu Island: Take a ferry from the World Trade Centre.It was believed that Kusu Island was transformed by a giant turtle to save shipwrecked sailors. Religious groups make annual pilgrimages to Kusu Island. 4.Sisters Island: Take a water taxi from Jardine Steps or Clifford Pier.Perfect for swimming, snorkelling and scuba diving. Sisters Island is an ideal place for picnics. 5.St. John’s Island: On Sundays and public holidays, return ferries from St. John’s Island depart at 9.30am, 11.05am, 12.35pm, 2.25pm, 4.20pm and 6.05pm. From Monday to Saturday, ferry services depart from the island at 11.15am and 2.45pm.St. John’s Island is popular for weekend getaways and camping trips. Colonial bungalows are also available for rent.

Travel!

Oh.. This word of Travel suddenly crossed on my mind. I wanna go to Paris, Hawaii, Osaka, Bandung.. Oh, How I wish?? If only I have lots of money, I wish to go there someday. Someone says, money is the little thing. What's really matter is to achieve your dreams? But I really needs money so badly so I can achieve my dreams. Damn!! How come others people lucky enough to get what they want. They even get a good job than mine. I really need to travel so badly. Hmm.. Wish I am Rich..

Reflections

Emotions are best described through writing. Acting actually required a BIG SOUL which I'm not Good at.. Perhaps!!

I have so called Job and I don't really like it and I will NEVER fall in Love with my Job because The Salary offered was not as what I expected. I am qualify enough to find another good job with a good pay but maybe the time is not yet to come for me to build a good career. My Platform of life could not offer me the SATISFACTION. I never get overly excited of something/someone I've owned. Life should be as moderate as possible. Don't you think so?

Till these seconds, when I look at the reflection of myself, things which I've been through since little, I would say I am not fortunate enough.... Oh well.. My emotions are always beyond my thoughts...

Time Flies

Time does flies.. Today is 25 June 2012. The last week of June. How come I never felt the moment of my June's.. I can't even look back on time. Maybe the busyness of my life make things go faster without I realize what really happen on June month. few more days, then July will take over the time. I hope July will be AWESOME to me. I'm looking forward for more opportunity especially to gain more working experience and most important thing is to earn money. I desperately needs Money. Oh.. I hope God will always guide me and help me on that. Until today, my fortune is not that good. The year of Dragon seems like not giving any goods to me, I am not that lucky throughout this year. Oh, what a Life??